The Fool starts their journey.
The first enemy will test your ethical and emotional strength. It comes by pushing you and everything in your life to your weakest state of mind.
The goal is to survive by remaining pure and then use the energy of the mastered lessons to recover quickly (and level up).
If you are trapped in this loop (wheel), you need to ask for forgiveness in a certain way (i.e., deeply believing that you deserve forgiveness and are worthy of it).
If you don't fully recover your pure state of mind quickly, you might be stuck in a reality where you keep fighting this enemy forever.
Until you haven't faced the absolute urge to ask "the universe" or "God"(s) or "something outside of you" for forgiveness, you are still doing lessons.
Take the time you need to prepare for and understand the game, but only stay in school for a while.
💡 "God" is not a person or entity; it's a (non-dual) feeling (above, below, within, without).
💡 You can always surrender. You can always be forgiven.